Hey guys, I have a long time to write a journal, and also I don't submit my art so often, and I'm sorry about that, but for a long time I didn't had a pc, I have a new one, but I had to fix it, yesterday I got my new pc back, i never stopped to draw but now I'm glad I can draw digital again, but it's not just my pc, I started to study something new for third time, this time I'm Studying as a pastry chef, and I'm glad, it's not that close to what I really want to become or do for a dream career, but it's something I enjoy and I want to learn and I hope it will help me in the future,have a job and my independence, this is why I choose it, what I like to do and what I dream it's different for me, almost a year ago I was diagnosed with hashimoto in my thyroid, I bet most people don't know what the thyroid is, or how it feels, and it's one of the reasons I gain weight, even when I tried many times to make a normal diet, I was trying again and again for years, now I stopped, not because of the thyroid, I just need a break from this, I try to find a balance with my inner self, i believe if I am fine with myself then I can do better for me and my body, because diet its not just healthy food and exercise, it's about to control yourself, to learn how to love yourself for you and not for anyone else, to accept yourself, to do it for a better health, not for the appearance, or fashion, or what society asks, or to look more attractive to people's eyes, I'm planning sometime to start a diet again this time I'm gonna do it right,so this all happened for one year and more I guess, but now I have my pc back and I'm ready to go back to my art, but I can't find my account in the pc, I have it only in my phone, so I decided that I can make a new one.